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What if I end things Now?

Years ago, as I lay on the hospital bed, tired and worn out, I thought of ending things. "Why suffer every day when I can just suffer once and put an end to it forever?"  Then I watched my mother sit beside me, silently praying while she think I'm sleeping. She checks my medications and stand long ques to buy me pills doctors prescribe.  And I'd think - "Maybe after she passes, I'll end it! She wouldn't bare losing me to my own mind!Not after she fought with me to survive the cancer". The cancer's long gone, and I sit alone at night, unable to sleep. And I'd think, "I should just do it now". I'd think "maybe after I travel the world" If my life was a movie, I'd walk out after the first 30 minutes. But the movie lasts a whole 2 hours. So what if the first 30 minutes were boring, depressing? You have the rest of your movie! If the protagonist kills herself, that would be a terrible ending. So the protagonist waits, b...

Death is for the Living


 "Don't be afraid" -said Death  - "Just hold my hand"

"I'm not afraid. This isn't what I thought dying would feel like" -She said - "I thought people would feel pain, losing their lives. I feel strangely calm"

"There is Pain! Just not for you. You're safe now" 

"Where? " - she asked

"Death is for the living. The ones left behind. They suffer the burden of grief"


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